Expectations kill. They always do. Never expect anything from life. Life is a bitch, it has always been this way.
Numbness is far more reliable. It will never cheat on you, nor it will leave you alone. But life will, in a moment when you want it the most, it will leave you.
Having nothing is good. When you have nothing you are not afraid, you feel free, like you owe everything to yourself. No one else in the universe matters. As a matter of fact no one will.
Expectations on the other hand always hurts in the wrong places. And when you are hoping and dreaming too much your expectations find that place inside you where it stings the most. No one to blame but your self.
Ranita, stop being over enthusiastic, you are an outcast. You must not forget. People may admire your guts, but they will never understand you.
STOP TALKING SO MUCH. YOU MUST STOP COMMUNICATING. STOP! STOP EXPRESSING YOURSELF. STOP EXPECTING YOU DICKHEAD. STOP BEING SUCH A PUSSY. ANYONE AND EVERYONE CANNOT FUCK YOU. STOP!STOP BEING SUCH A WHORE!!!!STOP BEING SUCH A MINDSLUT. STOP ASSOCIATING.
Have you forgotten the past???? Have you forgotten how unwelcome you were to the rest of the world???? Not everyone is your elder sister. Even she dumped you and went ahead. You are no object to be loved. See the mirror. You are fat!!! And ugly!! And unimportant. You are always secondary.. Never forget. You must be strong for yourself. Like it or not you have some more years to live through. Dont expect death to come and deliver you from all the evils of life. Dont expect anything.
They hurt you. They will hurt you more. It will make you blind. It will make you dumb. Yes, this will sting. Sting so .uch you will become speechless. Dont worry. You'll get beter.
Go get your pills. And sleep. And earn. And smoke. Smoke till you drop.
Laugh on it ranita. You have forgotten happiness. Dissociate. You deserve to be happy. Expect nothing. You are homeless. You belong to yourself. Dont cheat yourself.
Go out. Catch your breath. You desrve fresh air, you owe it to yourself.
Numbness is far more reliable. It will never cheat on you, nor it will leave you alone. But life will, in a moment when you want it the most, it will leave you.
Having nothing is good. When you have nothing you are not afraid, you feel free, like you owe everything to yourself. No one else in the universe matters. As a matter of fact no one will.
Expectations on the other hand always hurts in the wrong places. And when you are hoping and dreaming too much your expectations find that place inside you where it stings the most. No one to blame but your self.
Ranita, stop being over enthusiastic, you are an outcast. You must not forget. People may admire your guts, but they will never understand you.
STOP TALKING SO MUCH. YOU MUST STOP COMMUNICATING. STOP! STOP EXPRESSING YOURSELF. STOP EXPECTING YOU DICKHEAD. STOP BEING SUCH A PUSSY. ANYONE AND EVERYONE CANNOT FUCK YOU. STOP!STOP BEING SUCH A WHORE!!!!STOP BEING SUCH A MINDSLUT. STOP ASSOCIATING.
Have you forgotten the past???? Have you forgotten how unwelcome you were to the rest of the world???? Not everyone is your elder sister. Even she dumped you and went ahead. You are no object to be loved. See the mirror. You are fat!!! And ugly!! And unimportant. You are always secondary.. Never forget. You must be strong for yourself. Like it or not you have some more years to live through. Dont expect death to come and deliver you from all the evils of life. Dont expect anything.
They hurt you. They will hurt you more. It will make you blind. It will make you dumb. Yes, this will sting. Sting so .uch you will become speechless. Dont worry. You'll get beter.
Go get your pills. And sleep. And earn. And smoke. Smoke till you drop.
Laugh on it ranita. You have forgotten happiness. Dissociate. You deserve to be happy. Expect nothing. You are homeless. You belong to yourself. Dont cheat yourself.
Go out. Catch your breath. You desrve fresh air, you owe it to yourself.
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