Monday, November 3, 2014

Some left-alone facts

1. about life and love-
If there is one word for me in this universe then it should be "spontaneous"..i am all about doing it NOW.....:)
it is only after 2007, when i was brought back to life from my suicidal attempt (yes! don't look so surprised, i wanted to kill myself and succeeded to some extent as well! it was a spontaneous stupidity!) i started seeing things in a different light, yes! it was a turning point of my life, and though you are infuriated with me jake, it is mainly because of your and Sudip's efforts that i am this reformed person. Without your love my life would have been impossible. I know you are not going to read this, i still wanted some kind of documentation of this fact. let the readers know you are one prime reason of me-being-me....my one best friend, you are you always. Now i acknowledge all the love around me, respect them and to top them all love myself and those who belong to me. I accept all that comes with wide open arms and let go of what is disturbing my mental peace. I let things touch me at all the right places, and all my wrong places are heavily guarded. So, no one affects me without my permission. My wishes and impulses have risen in values like the rising index of gold.
2. about scars and defences-
Like everyone else i too have a fare share of scars from life. Life is like a naughty kid, if you play along with him and don't let him win he will inadvertently give you a lot of scars, yes! he will cheat on you. My suggestion forgive him and do the fare play in the end life will make amends with you. Do not beckon to him yet pay him respect, let him get tired of cheating, teach him a lesson of positivity and he will reward you back. I have never felt so positive for years now. Don't worry about the scars, wear them like an ornament like aging people wear there grey hairs as a proud possession of their wisdom and maturity. Let your guards down, enjoy life, but remember all the time where you hide your aces and spades
3. About physicality...
Your body is a temple where a part of almighty is residing. Take good care of it. It was not given to you so that you can conduct weird experiments on it. True you only have the full ownership of your body but while using it as an experimental device listen to your heart-call. There you will hear the eternal light speaking to you. It is no toy, respect it and it will reward you with good health and lots of positivity, treat it like another commodity and it will take a toll on your mind. Your body is not an object it has a mind of its own, do not underestimate its power, keep it happy, keep it content and pleased all the time. remember it is after all a temple, treat it likewise.