i don't know where im standing....mixed impulses running under my skull...dunno if i should trust you or not...someone deep inside says you will break me into pieces one day like he did...u say u love me, that's all im gonna want ever...i cant say for sure that you do....stupid me, stupid situations...im hurt....i know its all gone, dunno if that's true....cant say for sure...i love you, i really really do....i go crazy at times, may be because thats what i am....the reality is too hard to handle...i have my own stories, you have your share of the world, your little own history...you say you'll wait...how long! i cant tell....i know its all gone, buried...but it hurts me so...im stupid,stupid,stupid me...why?why?why? why not me?why not me?why not me? im so so stupid....stupid situations...
