yes,this post is for you...though your never gonna know, that is the soul reason why i am writing it. true i love you, it is no news....i love you like i hate you....and darn you! history yet again repeated...you say you love me a million times....yet am not convinced, i don't wanna be. its dangerous. woman you are amazing. your sweet,polite, humble, beautiful, nice....but yet too sweet for my taste, and then im not into women...im just into you, as you are in me. life plays strange tricks on us, especially with me...yes, yes im mind fucked i know. But who the hell are you? no its not a hate message. i wish of a day when you wont be ashamed or hesitant anymore to accept what is what to the rest of the world. now dont give me the whole "privacy hush hush y should other people matter" stuff... the whole point is nothing else matters apart from you and me, so why the hushes for the non-existing fuckfaces....i wish of a day when i'd be able to trust you like i use to..it will make me secured, and it will make our lives easier. and dont get me wrong i do wish to conceive but not from anyone else,i wont have anyone else,ever.... i am your woman, i belong to you and solely you...i dont show it, because im scared, the day i show my real feelings to you, you will backstab me just like the rest of the world....but you are my man,n i wish to stick to you...
