Friday, September 23, 2016

the beginning of end

All that has an end, all that is mortal, is beautiful.. just because one day it will perish, just because it will not be concurrently glorified with unjustifiable infinity... everything that is mortal is more meaningful and precious....

My dear, we shared great times together,  great laughs and great sorrows... time has tested us with its best weapons and we have stayed strong like tall trees facing thunder rains.... we have been most genuine to each other...

The end approaches and we must part ways. be well. till we meet again in some other life... where you are more you, and I'm more of myself...

P.S: I love you. But love isn't enough to wake the dead from their sleep.. I thank god for that. dead are ugly, scary, they lurk like a ghost. let us be remembered forever in sweet memoirs, touchy poetries, and soulful music like all other beautiful things that perished in right time.

Let them tell our tales that begins with "once upon a time, in a land not so far away......."

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

nonsense revisited

so, there she is..
sitting there silently...
voices, too many voices speaking inside her head.... insecure, unsure of herself she doesn't want to listen anymore..
everyone have their own burden...
she is largely blessed with her own...

Now, she is looking at her phone...
empty wallpapers, social posts, random messeges, all of it fails to touch her....

she isn't game anymore...

"so, what are you thinking? "- the world enquires.... she screams out to reach a reply... she wishes she could talk to someone, someone who could be trusted with a blindfold on....
"nothing ".....

she smiles...

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

empty inside

perfect life! perfect lie!

oh! what a maskarade party life is..

weed... cleans of every single drop that my heart cries... weeps...
hollow and empty inside... I laugh.. what else can I do? but laugh at myself..

love! half hearted..
life! unsuccessful...
friends! misunderstanding...
family!  wondering...
neighbours! invisible...
No matter how hard I try, I cant please anyone... no one can ever understand me... im but too complicated... so go on. leave me.. let me slip through your fingers too... they all did... void seems fuller now.. I don't lick my wounds.. I prefer them open.. reminds me how stupid I am.. no one else to blame but myself... morbidity... embrace me...