Saturday, September 29, 2018

Parting words to the dumbfuck heart

Well right here, right now, right at this moment I am burying you my dear heart along with all the things that you feel. Sorry but an't carry the burden of your dead body anymore. So, from now on you'll just have to be confided here. I have responsibilities, commitments and duties. Things that are way more important than you and your stupid dumb emotions. All my life I've been good to you, taken care of you and fulfilled every single thing that you have ever asked for. But here I stop. I have a lot of unfinished business and I am done with your baggage for this life. You shall love no more, you shall not hurt me anymore, you must not show me fake unworthy possibilities anymore. Today at this very moment I forbid myself to love or to feel.
If you dare to bother me with feelings, pain and mysery ever again I swear I will watch my body bleed to death once again. The next time you love I swear it will be the last day I will allow myself to see sunlight. I swear. You shall love no more, if you do you shall live no more. Fuck people, screw them, hang around but no more allowing them inside. People are not meant to be trusted. People don't understand you, and those who do to a little extent never care enough to choose you. So don't plead for people. Choose dogs, i promise I'll approve anyone who move on four legs, yes even chairs. Shut the fuck up and Good bye.