i know now that i have been foolishly in love,a complete fool to trust u blindfoldedly,still i get 2 be the pretender...u dont give a shit about me,u never cared,n iv known this all along...still i have hoped,hoped like a mortal fool..n u hav laughed on my misery...when will i stop pretending?that's not a proper question its when should i stop n y should i stop?u have always had all the answers,but u never trusted me enough 2 explain life,u knew i was way to much vulnerable,u knew i wud need the answers to life.as i was scared n 2 much depending on u..but u were cold as liquid nitrogen,fluid yet cold...and ur answer was -''y should i spare my time?rather waste it!"n i started to believe my potential was nothing,that i am nothing in comparison to you....y the hell?as u are never challenged,n u never learned beyond ur own little superiority...but i learned,coz i had to,n now it's all the same between us....but freedom brings happiness...u ever tasted that?i don't think so n u never will...u are a prisoner of ur own complications....