it was meant to be this way,u n i,u always rulling over...no matter i like it or not i just have to obey...i wish things would have changed,i wish u did not know every single person close to me...i wish u had known none...i deal with this pain everyday...when i choak on the dreams..i remember what you had told my mother that you couldnt care less..death was easy back then.u left that day...n i never awaited your return...lifes been a bitch without you...but it made me strongest,n bitchiest perhaps.

sad but true...y i cant be happy,without you...for just one day,just one day..for just one day,i wanna flush you out of my system,wanna stop thinking of u n be happy..happy with just myself...please,please go away from my head...n never come back...

finally

finally after so many days of silent watching,finally another one...and this time its something that uplifts my soul...iv been sad but patient..it suprizes me at times how patient i am when it comes to you...and yes i am rewarded each time...its been very long n tiresome though..and yes...thank u..i thought u would quit..but u came back again...thank u for giving me my reason to live..

the little thing

তোমার সাথে সব দিন-রাতে মায়াবী সম্ভোগ,

তোমার মুখে আগুন,আর আমার মুখে অগ্নি-সংযোগ....

আমার মস্তিস্ক পরাবাস্তবতায়ে লীন,

আর অবশ স্নায়ুতন্ত্রে acetyle -choline.....

তোমার সাদা শরীর জড়িয়ে ধরি হাতের কনে,

কখনো ঠোঁট রাখি তোমার গায়ে সন্তর্পনে....

তুমি আমার স্নায়ুর মিছিলে বৃষ্টির পথ হাঁটো,

তুমি আমার নিঃসন্গতায়ে নীল ঘুম হয়ে আসো.....

তোমার শরীর উত্তাপে পুরে ছাই...

কুড়িয়ে তোমায়ে আবার  আগুন জালাই...

তোমার শরীরী উত্তাপে যৌনতা পাই বা না পাই,

তোমার বাহুপাশে তাই বারুদ রেখে যাই....

তুমি আমার বিদেহী রাতের চিহ্ন,

  রোজ ই তোমায় দাম দিই তার জন্য....

নেভালেও শেষ হও না কোনদিন,

আমার স্নাযুবন্দী তাই acetyle -choline ......

brishtir gaan ki je bhalolage
tui bolechili tai.......
ami je akhon ekhan theke megher dol pathai.......
okhane jhorbi rimjhim r ekhane jhorbo ami......
naki bole dibi shobtai aaj paaglami....PAGLAMI.....

brishti

blue

its strange....strange how i am in love with blue....the colour,the music n the people.......for xample e_blue,neel,neelda.....n a girl who is so pretty and she must be awesome.....winning someone over wasn't easy...its tough like hell,i know.....(from personal experiences)....lol....but yes awesome she must be.....i wish i could know you more,i know we would have been great friends.....but under present circumstances & according to rationalism that wont be possible anymore....retarded situation,& someone is even more retarded....reminds me of ranbeer kapoor...loser....but i do like the blue babe a lot......