it was meant to be this way,u n i,u always rulling over...no matter i like it or not i just have to obey...i wish things would have changed,i wish u did not know every single person close to me...i wish u had known none...i deal with this pain everyday...when i choak on the dreams..i remember what you had told my mother that you couldnt care less..death was easy back then.u left that day...n i never awaited your return...lifes been a bitch without you...but it made me strongest,n bitchiest perhaps.