it felt good though..d week,d shrink n then back 2 sqaure one...it all began wth a nasty fi8..yes wth my best frnd..thn i simplified..n things r normal or rather sane again...the self-killing mania is over..i nw have loads a room 4 maslf..n im lovin it..d masks r gone..drop dead..nw there r faces,d happy ones 2..after seeing twili8 saga eclips,after all that waiting..nw thngs r btr agen..im not a part of dat jittery group nw..n i feel blessed..i learnd that he isnt coming back,never,so im moving 4ward,this time for real,n for good....