how fast life is changing. i am now a post graduate in life sciences.yes OFFICIALLY...and i did good..cant really anticipate where life will take me from here, but that is not what i am thinking now. this is hard to share, most of you wont even understand. life has changed drastically. i am so unsure of myself, if i follow my heart i may end up hurting a lot of people, which i don't intend.but then how far can i run from my own self?i have my own needs, my craving. and yes the way i need to belong to someone. its hard to keep pace with my ever changing mind, i want to settle down now. but my life has taken a very unexpected weird turn. i was not prepared for it, but then i do not wish to let go. not now, not yet. all i know for now that i am not very good at this balancing act, but somehow ill have to, cause now is not the time..ill be patient and wait, happiness matters and it can only come by being surrounded by love and belonging.
phew! complicated life!but no one said its gonna be easy, i was not up for easy, i am not meant for easy..
phew! complicated life!but no one said its gonna be easy, i was not up for easy, i am not meant for easy..
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